Say Whats Real

Holy shit am i honestly the luckiest guy in the world...yes..yes i am...me and T.....Ya know what fuck it..no need in hiding it..Im in love with Taylor Baughman....Got a problem..come at me bro...She is the single most amazing girl in my life..She makes me so damn happy :)...My family loves her..like my nana has never meet her and she loves her..my parents Love her..they have seen her as a part of the family for a while now... God really sent her my way...She is a nice girl she is finally getting her life in order and im so happy i helped..are helping...and will always help her with it..So as the title says..Say Whats Real...This is real talk..everything i said right there is real..I love her...she knows it..I know it...and if people got a problem let me know...I love her...I know she is reading this too..cause i told her i posted :P..I love you babe...well peace out bloggers...gotta get ready for a day with her...

Two Kinds of Happiness

I have both kinds right. There are 2 kinds of happiness...happy with life..and happy with love...I'm happy with life cause I'm home and loving life..Nothing could make me unhappy right now..I could get kicked in the nuts and smile about it..And i am happy with my love..my family loves me....and finally..freaking finally i have a girl that loves me..Like this day has been in the back of my head for so dang long and now that its hear I honesly pinched myself to make sure that i was not dreaming...pinch..OUCH...awake....THANK GOD.... I really am the happiest guy in the world..peace bloggers

Arm To Arm

Well this is my last day in South Carolina and its bitter sweet in a few way. Bitter in the fact that i have gotten so close to some awesome kinds..most i dont know others i only see once a year..gonna be sad that i have to wait another whole year to see them..thank god for facebook lol...And sweet cause i got a girl waiting for me when i get home...no not a girl friend...and not my mommy... my "wife" :P....I'm joking naw my ole friend T and i are going to be chilling either Monday or tuesday...not sure yet..either way i cant freaking wait...Not to divulge any info but her and her Bf are no more and it's time for gil to slowly slip in to first place in her heart...even though i already am...hmmm...am i crazy? Why yes yes i am..crazy about her... I promised her i would take things slowly...at her pace..and see what happens..if its meant to be its meant to be...if not...well lets not think of that :P...she is also gonna be (hopefully) coming out to baker with me this coming weekend...thats gonna be fun :)...Well bloggers...I'm outy...peace, love, and happiness...

The Way I Was Made

I'm sitting in a hotel room 300+ miles away from home and im loving life right now...I'm with my church at a youth retreat...yes i know im not a youth but im playing in the "adult" roll lol...having a good time...have you ever had those sermons when you think the speaker is talking only to you...like you are the only one sitting in the room and he is pointing at you saying" You are screwing up. The things your doing are wrong. Stop" Thats not really what the speaker was talking about but man it sure felt like it..I have not been the best of Christians lately..and it sometimes take a nice slap in the face to wake you up..I have almost cried a few times here...I have not been to my home church in a year and i come back and the kids great me with open arms..like i live at the church...kinda the only reason i wanna move back to baker..my faith is not what it needs to be... My walk with Christ is not the best. But i have made a promise to myself and to god i will do my best to keep my mind clean and my actions cleaner. Well im heading out bloggers...Peace :)

Awake and Alive

Hello fellow bloggers..the past few days have been....fun. to say the least. things happened that really made me think about life and the people i have in it. I am so glad to have certain people in it. My life is crazy as it is but i have a few people who keep my feet on the ground...I had a sudden slap in the face a few days ago and it really made me think about what i am doing with my life..Made me really sit and think..Is this really what i should be doing.. I know what i have to do in order to be happy but im afraid that if i do it then i will not end up happy in the long run..I am sick as FUCK...Coughing up a damn lung...laptop is pretty much dead and nothing i can do about it lol...I'm going to South Carolina in a few days...ready to just leave and block out so much shit thats happening in life..But I'm still loving life....peace out bloggers

Love Will Save your Soul

You ever have that day where when you wake up your the happiest person in the world...then something happens in the middle of the day that makes you want to kill your self samurai style. (google it) Then something at the later part of the day something happens and shit just seems to be perfect..Thats how today has been lol.. This day has been the most...amazing/fucked up/ idk what the fuck kind of day lol.. but i think things are about as good as they are going to get for a while...The girl T and I talk every day still.. I know its been a while since i have talked about her...just kinda figured i would lol.. on another note....I cute my hair friday..dear god help me lol..im a little freaked out..but im donating it to Locks of Love so its not like its going to the trash...I will post a before and after of the ordeal lol... well i think im getting off here for a bit..peace out bloggers..

Colours

Spelled wrong for a reason...I don't know why ask Grouplove lol thats how they spelled it so hey why not lol...I love the winter time..the cold air, Hot chocolate at night curled up in a blanket all day and sometimes sipping it next to a person you care for.... not really like a girlfriend or a boyfriend...the special someone can be anyone a close friend your mom,dad,aunt,uncle what ever...my life has been through alot of shit in the past year...ups and downs loves found and loves lost.. I just wish more people would listen to me..I feel like im standing on Mount Everest screaming down at people and all they hear is what they want to...Oh well i guess its not my place to interfere with people sometimes...they figure out down the road what they are doing is not the right thing to do and stop it... But hey what ya going to do..I start my classes back on monday..Not really ready for it...I did not really pay much attention last quarter..I have my reason and they remain in my head..never to be told..but i think those reasons are slowing leaving my head and im trying to move away from them...it's just really fucking hard..Well im about to freeve my toes off...i may post tomorrow...idk yet...Bye bye bloggers