The Real Her

Song by Drake...I think ima start giving the artist who preforms the songs in my titles...Why the hell not lol...So things are going amazing..life is good and i could not wish for it any other way..taylor and I are doing freaking amazing..she cried a little last night and as a GOOD boyfriend would do i calmed her down and told her everthing was going to be alright...which it is...She has so much shit she is going through and I knew that coming into this..and i dont care..cause i helped her through it as Gil The Friend...now i get to help her as Gil The Amazing Boyfriend...I posted a picture on my face book a while back...If i have it i will post it here...that was me...I was mario trying to escape..and in a few comments a friend of mine said thats impossible to get over...to which i replied..not to raccoon mario..well i guess I grew a damn tail lol..Well she is coming over today to hang at my apartments we are gonna chillin and do...what ever lol..not to sure yet..more then likely a movie...well im out bloggers..gotta get ready.. peace

Quiet As A Mouse

That's what she was when we first meet..A little cute field mouse running around without a direction or a meaning in life... I was another mouse running in the same field but we never crossed paths... I remember the day i started talking to taylor...It was in august and i was sitting in geometry class..not paying attention...as usualy...and i see a post on fb by her..she needed help..and badly..I extended my hand in friendship and things kinda took off from there...It's funny how shit happens...had i not been on facebook...had i seen the post and passed it bye..i would never be in love with the most amazing girl in the world...We spent all day together yesterday...we went to the town center, ate a little food, saw a movie, went to the mall, a few other places and then just hung out..I have never had a more amazing day with a girl...Gonna sound a little mushy here but hey what ever...she is the FIRST girl i have ever kissed in a public place...ever..I stopped typing to actually think about it and yea never..cause when i was younger i was either embarrassed of it..or just embarrassed of the girl...Fuck that i want the world to know i bagged me a quiet little mouse and i love her with all my heart...It's funny how fate brings people together..Well im getting off may post again..depending on what i do today..looks like a day o homework...Fun freaking times lol...peace out bloggers

Say Whats Real

Holy shit am i honestly the luckiest guy in the world...yes..yes i am...me and T.....Ya know what fuck it..no need in hiding it..Im in love with Taylor Baughman....Got a problem..come at me bro...She is the single most amazing girl in my life..She makes me so damn happy :)...My family loves her..like my nana has never meet her and she loves her..my parents Love her..they have seen her as a part of the family for a while now... God really sent her my way...She is a nice girl she is finally getting her life in order and im so happy i helped..are helping...and will always help her with it..So as the title says..Say Whats Real...This is real talk..everything i said right there is real..I love her...she knows it..I know it...and if people got a problem let me know...I love her...I know she is reading this too..cause i told her i posted :P..I love you babe...well peace out bloggers...gotta get ready for a day with her...

Two Kinds of Happiness

I have both kinds right. There are 2 kinds of happiness...happy with life..and happy with love...I'm happy with life cause I'm home and loving life..Nothing could make me unhappy right now..I could get kicked in the nuts and smile about it..And i am happy with my love..my family loves me....and finally..freaking finally i have a girl that loves me..Like this day has been in the back of my head for so dang long and now that its hear I honesly pinched myself to make sure that i was not dreaming...pinch..OUCH...awake....THANK GOD.... I really am the happiest guy in the world..peace bloggers

Arm To Arm

Well this is my last day in South Carolina and its bitter sweet in a few way. Bitter in the fact that i have gotten so close to some awesome kinds..most i dont know others i only see once a year..gonna be sad that i have to wait another whole year to see them..thank god for facebook lol...And sweet cause i got a girl waiting for me when i get home...no not a girl friend...and not my mommy... my "wife" :P....I'm joking naw my ole friend T and i are going to be chilling either Monday or tuesday...not sure yet..either way i cant freaking wait...Not to divulge any info but her and her Bf are no more and it's time for gil to slowly slip in to first place in her heart...even though i already am...hmmm...am i crazy? Why yes yes i am..crazy about her... I promised her i would take things slowly...at her pace..and see what happens..if its meant to be its meant to be...if not...well lets not think of that :P...she is also gonna be (hopefully) coming out to baker with me this coming weekend...thats gonna be fun :)...Well bloggers...I'm outy...peace, love, and happiness...

The Way I Was Made

I'm sitting in a hotel room 300+ miles away from home and im loving life right now...I'm with my church at a youth retreat...yes i know im not a youth but im playing in the "adult" roll lol...having a good time...have you ever had those sermons when you think the speaker is talking only to you...like you are the only one sitting in the room and he is pointing at you saying" You are screwing up. The things your doing are wrong. Stop" Thats not really what the speaker was talking about but man it sure felt like it..I have not been the best of Christians lately..and it sometimes take a nice slap in the face to wake you up..I have almost cried a few times here...I have not been to my home church in a year and i come back and the kids great me with open arms..like i live at the church...kinda the only reason i wanna move back to baker..my faith is not what it needs to be... My walk with Christ is not the best. But i have made a promise to myself and to god i will do my best to keep my mind clean and my actions cleaner. Well im heading out bloggers...Peace :)

Awake and Alive

Hello fellow bloggers..the past few days have been....fun. to say the least. things happened that really made me think about life and the people i have in it. I am so glad to have certain people in it. My life is crazy as it is but i have a few people who keep my feet on the ground...I had a sudden slap in the face a few days ago and it really made me think about what i am doing with my life..Made me really sit and think..Is this really what i should be doing.. I know what i have to do in order to be happy but im afraid that if i do it then i will not end up happy in the long run..I am sick as FUCK...Coughing up a damn lung...laptop is pretty much dead and nothing i can do about it lol...I'm going to South Carolina in a few days...ready to just leave and block out so much shit thats happening in life..But I'm still loving life....peace out bloggers